I'm so very sorry to hear that your mother passed away. I recall her enjoying life to its fullest and loving her children and grand children. As you know my wife of 38 years, just passed away in Oct. There's nothing I can say to easy the pain of losing a mother. Everyone tells me that it's OK and in time everything will get better. I still find myself just crying some times for no real reason when I think about my wife or some thing little she might have said or done or the fact that she is not here with me. So you maybe find your self doing the same. I only hope your mother is in a peaceful place and may your heart only be filled with warm thought of her.